change

sucked back into the bubble
i don't want to go
expectations seem low
distant memories and greater thoughts
a change in order to make it stop
new begginings and faster endings

self realization is the manifestation of the soul.

I'm not living my life for you.

happiness and bliss

my father told me today that i have never done anything on my own
i cried then and felt alone
thinking to myself about all the things i have done and why
happiness came across my thoughtless sky
i pondered about what makes me happy and what i have done
struggled, lied, cried, loved, screamed, breathed, died
all to be happy because happiness is something i will always need
to be sane and to breath
to make decisions and feed my thoughts
fuel my actions and win my foughts
i then thought about what my actions have been
some have been great and some have been sins
have i really done anything on my own
the question i will need to grow