happiness and bliss

my father told me today that i have never done anything on my own
i cried then and felt alone
thinking to myself about all the things i have done and why
happiness came across my thoughtless sky
i pondered about what makes me happy and what i have done
struggled, lied, cried, loved, screamed, breathed, died
all to be happy because happiness is something i will always need
to be sane and to breath
to make decisions and feed my thoughts
fuel my actions and win my foughts
i then thought about what my actions have been
some have been great and some have been sins
have i really done anything on my own
the question i will need to grow